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Im glad that all the muggings ive done for the past few days, were not wasted.
Im confident that i will score well.
HOORAY!!!!!

I'm finally done with my papers!
No more books
No more staying up late
But
MORE FUN coming up!

Its time to meet my GFs,

Its time for a little shopping spree,
Its time to do some house chores,
Its time to pack my luggage for my Taiwan trip,
Its time to start everything!!!!!

GFs!!!!
Show me your schedule!
Let's meet up soon okay!!!!


Now its time for me to get prepared for my cousin's Wedding Dinner!
what should i wear?
DAMN!
hate to go for this kind of function cause ended up..
need to wear dress/skirt.
=(


Back from grand Copthrone.
It was super GRAND wedding ceremony.
With nearly 70 tables, each with at least 8 persons.
Thats how grand/impressive the wedding dinner was.

Cold dishes was lobster salad, Unagi, Octopus and etc. *i think**
Followed by shark fins, fish, Mini abalone, roasted duck scallop and blah blah blah.

bride dress like Cinderella, Groom looks like her mighty knight.
its was an amazing night.

First march in started with a little introduction of their daddy and mummy, followed by them.
Second march in was a slow dance.
It was super super super sweet and romantic!!!!!

imagine yourself as the bride?
=)
living in bliss.. .. back to top?

im sorry for nt breaking the latest news to you.
and i know it has affected and disappointed you all.
Alot

ty said "you're such a disapointment, im nt gonna talk to you. But im still happy for you!!!"
th said "when u have something to share, u'll share with them first"
jojo said "really? OMG OMG!!! great!! im so happie for you!! and the $50 bet is on you!!!"
michelle said "really??!! Congrats!"
mabel said " Treasure every moment okay! no matter what happens, we'll always be here for you!!"

most importantly, i got Best Wishes from you girls! =))

all these are the responses ive got.
different word used
different feel ive got.

the moment i know who i am, i really wanted to let my girls know.
But it dosent seems as easy as u thought, to let the word out of my mouth.
i really hope to get best wishes but,
im just scared.

don ask me why im scared
maybe because im inexperiance in it
i somehow felt insecured

or maybe, im afraid of getting discouraging comments.

i know u guys must be thinking
"Now i know what kind of person i am in xian's heart. Someone who always discourage others."

No, thats not true.
cause im just afraid of getting discouraging comments.
scared of rejections.
i might be crazy at times, but at times, i dosent even noe how to express myself.
the problem lies on me, not anyone of you out there. =))

Forgive me.
but at the same time hope you'll understand.
cause i really really love u all.
i really really love to share my everything with u all.
give me more time to adapt

Im gonna spend more time with u girls!!
i'll update more in person k! =))

projects are over.
study week is here.

after 26th, im FREE!
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i was almost late for today's MOE presentation.
lesson start by 8am and i only leave my darling bed at 6.45am.
had a quick shower
wore my stupid robot tee
grabbed my bag
and off i go.

lucky enough, i reach sch on time.
but kai was asking me for balance sheet so ended up rushed to level 5 and passed him B/S and rushed down to LT48 for presentation.

BLOODY HELL!!!!

im suppose to present 5 slides but due to over spending too much time for the front few slides, i only managed to present 2 slides.
*hopefully my presentation marks wont be affected. that much at least.

after MOE, kai and i took a long journey bus down to Vivo.
Aaron was first then followed by kai and i.
poor 3 of us stood infront of the EZ-Link machine (where ppl enter and exist using EZ card) then kai was saying
"i think later we'll be able to collect a few bucks for our movie later."
do i look that pathetic? =(

Movie was alright ( i slept throughout the last part of the show =x )
then had Dinner @ Carl's Junior.
Had a little window shopping with them
nothing caught my attention = empty handed back home.

At ard 8pm, i headed down to Plaza Singapura to get some cutie stuffs!
and im really looking forward in how creative am i sia.
cause its a sudden urge in me to do all these.
hoho!

and seriously, we should love shopping alone.
because you can do anything u want freely.
without thinking if you're wasting your fren's time or if they are willing to accompany u walking up and down the same mall for more than thrice.

Its not that i don like to be with my frens but im trying to convey that at times, being alone may also be a good thing. =)

Help Help..
i really need to do some exercise. (though i really hate to.)
but i can really really feel my fats bulging out of my tops
it really really feels horrible.
(thats why ive been wearing my Puma jacket lately. HEEH!)

who wants to do some work out with me?!!??!
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HOORAY!!!
no more projects!!!!!
ive got more time for my own personal affairs!!!!
and most importantly, have sufficient sleep.
after spending nights, burning all kinds of midnight oil (hopefully oil from my fats)
hopefully my results will nt be a gone case lah.
*cross fingers!

today im fully packed, ive got Modsim presentation, procoi and orgcom quiz.
and thankfully everything is over now.

Procoi quiz was a total piece of shit. im only confident in my last question!
ARGH!
orgcom was alright, just hope my english standard is still there...

after biding goodbye, i rushed to bus stop as mich was waiting for me all alone.
then on the bus mich was telling me that mojority of engine sch students were fined for jay-walking.
im super duper lucky today.
WHY?
i almost wanted to cross the road as i didnt know theres 2 traffic police opposite.
but theres something in me actually stopped me from crossing.
so i ended up using the overhead bridge.
only when im half way down the stairs then i realised that i almost get fine.

accompanied mich down to town to get things from her colleague.
then without realising, we started shopping.

NONOOO!!!
actually mich was the only one shopping as i was already half dead/dead beat/worn out.
mabel joined us and we continued hanging ard town area.

ive got two items in mind, shld i get it?
ZARA sweater.
Polo Ralph polo tee.
Anna Sui latest version perfume.

=(
girls, u are missed!!!!!!
lets meet up real real real soon can!?!?!?! back to top?