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im sorry for nt breaking the latest news to you.
and i know it has affected and disappointed you all.
Alot

ty said "you're such a disapointment, im nt gonna talk to you. But im still happy for you!!!"
th said "when u have something to share, u'll share with them first"
jojo said "really? OMG OMG!!! great!! im so happie for you!! and the $50 bet is on you!!!"
michelle said "really??!! Congrats!"
mabel said " Treasure every moment okay! no matter what happens, we'll always be here for you!!"

most importantly, i got Best Wishes from you girls! =))

all these are the responses ive got.
different word used
different feel ive got.

the moment i know who i am, i really wanted to let my girls know.
But it dosent seems as easy as u thought, to let the word out of my mouth.
i really hope to get best wishes but,
im just scared.

don ask me why im scared
maybe because im inexperiance in it
i somehow felt insecured

or maybe, im afraid of getting discouraging comments.

i know u guys must be thinking
"Now i know what kind of person i am in xian's heart. Someone who always discourage others."

No, thats not true.
cause im just afraid of getting discouraging comments.
scared of rejections.
i might be crazy at times, but at times, i dosent even noe how to express myself.
the problem lies on me, not anyone of you out there. =))

Forgive me.
but at the same time hope you'll understand.
cause i really really love u all.
i really really love to share my everything with u all.
give me more time to adapt

Im gonna spend more time with u girls!!
i'll update more in person k! =))

projects are over.
study week is here.

after 26th, im FREE!
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