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im thinking real hard.
if what ive done is really the right decision

After all these had happened, im going nowhere.

some think im not spending time with them.
some think that once one is in relationship, they tend to neglect their friends.
some think that im no more the siew xian they used to know.

Honestly speaking, im once one of the some.

Now
i tried to do things others wanted it to be, but timing is always not right.
responses ive got are sarcastic.
this is really how i felt when i read the message u sent me.
what can i say?
Pick a fight?
obviously its a NO.

Now, im trying hard to get everything back in place, like how we used to be.
But im not some superwoman.
I need not only me, but everyone.
i need everyone's corporation.

Shall we meet and have a proper talk?
Clear all misunderstandings?
Our 6th year of friendship is gonna end just like that?

i don't know how to get over this thing, i know you care but somehow, some conversations made me think that u have totally gave up on our friendship.

Dont say i cant be bothered about this matter.
If i am,
i wont be asking everyone out.
i wont be writing this entry.



And and Taiwan trip was really great!
Though i bought S$1000, i only manage to get 2 tops and 1 jacket.
=( back to top?